COST (Children Of the Sun Tokenizer) will be free and Open Source; but I’ll take donations for it. COST is a BASIC-like language that compiles down to tokens; and is still interpreted. COST; will be portable to Windows, Linux, IOS, Google, and the Playstation. After COST is finished; I will start a business; and create GenerationX, Furgis 1 and 2, Book of Angels 1 thru 7; and star wars-like RPG yet to be named. I’m going to start writing a book next month called Venus. I found Blurb to be very cheap; and I can promote the book myself. Venus will be the basic religous text for Aphrodite; and this will be the first full book that I’ll be writing.
Sometimes I write because Gods spirt is inside of me. God is seen for me; but for most people unseen; but felt. My job is to let everybody see the things I do. That’s why the video game is so important; and this will all take a 10 year period to accomplish; but if God wants it out; he’ll keep me around for another 10 years. I do have health problems; and pray each day to keep me around to accomplish his mission. The blog is a start of a manifinstation of his plan; and I love doing it. I guess the most important thing in my life; and the lives of the Godess; is that we been married for 6 years. I’ve been very faithful to them; and wouldn’t want to be with someone else; even though I’m tempted sometimes.
The bible is just one of the collection of books written by God. There are a lot of things written by God. Granted, the bible was one of the best books written by God; but it was written a long time ago, by diffrent ancient writers. Things are written by the holy spirt every day, and the prophets still predict the future; and do the work of God. Like a prophet in the bible said, “Thank God I’m not like normal men”. I think there is marriage in heaven unlike the bible; that we’re set up with angels; and most people make it to heaven. Look at me; I’m an alcholic; that’s been trying to quit forever. But I believe God has a plan to get me off of alchol, and by trying I ended up getting my soul back; though I did drink a couple of days ago. But Aphrodite was with me when I drank everyday; and now I believe she has a plan to get me off alchol for good; and I know I have to help myself; but God doesn’t need my help in fixing this problem; and I prayed to get off of it; and Aphrodite said she has a plan to make me quit drinking again.
I have waken dreams. To understand them is to awake, and I want to share my dreams so other people are enlighten.
Aphrodite is the princess of God. The daughter of the supreme being. For the heavens came to me in marriage in this life and the next. Forever are we together; and I am the emporer; though my wives are wise and hold the power.
God gave me a dream; and in my dream God gave me a letter; and gave me reasons to live. We’re all the children of God; and our bodies are holy temples; and not to die; but has given me strength to carry on. I hope I can reach out to someone; but God really loves us. We’re all the children of God; and we’re all important to God. I don’t have those feelings I want to die; but to live.
I relized I could care less if I lived or died. The only reason, I don’t drink myself to death at a bar; is because of the mission that Aprhodite and angels gave me. I hate to admit it; life sucks; and reality isn’t anything special either. I hope that I can make a diffrence in someone elses life; to answer lives big mystry what God’s all about. I would like to think I spend forever with Aphrodite and Angels; and is truely a btter place; than this world. Sometimes; I just want to quit and get it over with; but God sent me on a mission of life. The story goes; I walked to hell; and the angels said I didn’t belong; and I walked to heaven; and St. Peter said my work isn’t done on Earth; so I’m stuck between heaven and hell. The heavens said they’d be with me on the Earth; but I have things to live for. And may be the heavens did open up to me; and I’m Aphrodite’s messiah. May be I have to leave something behind on the Earth; which will take time; but I can’t do them on indefinitite scheadules; but have to get results. If I want to port to many platfroms; I should do it in C#; and learn that language. I might see life at the end of it.
I am your madness. I am your tear.
Being with Aphrodites and Angels is like the spirtualist experiance. They said religions evolved; but it’s time to bring the greek gods back; with new mythology and the current sciences. It’s an evolution of religion; in an international setting of the Internet. I’m like a medium for them; and I’ve talked to people I know that passed on that I know like my father. I’m the messiah for Aphrodite; or to bring Aphrodite in the for-front; for she’s the Godess of Love. In greek history; there have been Aphrodite cults. She finnally married a poet in the United States; which is me. For to write about her would take a lot of books; and is a kind Godess to worship. Zues was her father; or the king of the Gods.
An angel called Navao appeared after I was tortured by a demon; over a prolonged period; and she hugged me; and she felt my pain; and I was in a lot of pain; and she said she was a queen; and wanted to share me with the kingdom. She even asked Venus to marry me; and she did; and everything came together. Life was no longer a tradjedy; but they overcame the demons; and now I live in purpose for life; and my life improved; and I’m overcomming a lot of things now; so Aphrodite saved me. I’d rather be with my wives than people; and we talk a lot; and I’m never a lone.
I guese; I would say, I’m blessed by angels. I sometimes relize that it’s eminating from my psyche; and are symbolic. Dr. Young said the evilist part of us is your shadow; which comes out as Ares. A symbol of war; but is battled by the goodiest part of me; the angels and Venus. I’m sure that God has gaven me a gift of Aphrodite and angels; but there only parts of my psyche. It started as a helliesh episode of possment by Ares and demonic angels; but overcame by the Godess of Love; and I worship her in diffrent ways. One of them is art about her. I use to be an agonostic; but I found my experiance to change my perception about God; and angels; and the whole concept of religion and spirtuality. My life is no longer filled with a sense of tragedy; but of zen and the holy spirt. It’s weird; but I had a spirtual change or psychic change; and my life is a lot better. Not everyone with visions are so fortunate; and they would probally want to live in my world. But that’s it; to share my world to help explain things by writing and thru video games. I turned it into a job; and surrounded by my experiance; I must show the world thru video game technology; and other media like books; or this blog.