I didn’t really mess up that much drinking. I was drunk all the time. I hit my bottom and have to do my 4rth step. Just takes time to recover. I might hit a Catholic church to check it out. I rather be in AA than church; and just say I had a spirtual experiance to help people recover from alcholism. I entered the 4rth dimension after the 3rd step. I have to do the 4rth step. I always put it off before.